Last night was hard.
Bubba was in pain, couldn’t breath, and couldn’t sleep.
I sat there from 12 to 5 holding my baby praying, crying.
No matter how hard I prayed it did not change the night.
It was his lot to bare for the night.
It was hard for me as a mom to not be able to do anything.
This morning I took him into the doctor’s office.
I got some not so great news.
Not horrible news but it was not what I wanted to hear.
It is hard hearing words like “progression of his illness” or “deterioration”.
We walked away with his medication dosages upped and a prescription for a new machine.
He will have to go to a new doctor….. One more to add to a very long list.
I was sad and tired.
I sent Jason a message and let him know.
I called my mom and cried.
I called my sister and cried.
It was a hard day.
THEN Jason came home and said….
“I got my girls a surprise!”
Regan opened the bag to see two new pair of PJ's…..
One for Mommy and one for Regan.
Jason knew that it had been a hard day and he wanted to put a smile on my face.
He remembered how this time last year I was VERY sick.
I had told him that I wanted some cute Mommy/ Regan matching PJ's that I had seen.
He came home with them and Regan and I were so happy!
It put a smile on my sick face.
Today he wanted to put a smile on my sad, tired face…..
And you know what…
Thank you Honey for always putting a smile on my face!