Jason, you have already given me the best two gifts in the world and that can never be topped. Collin and Regan are my treasures! You give me that gift of being able to stay home with them and enjoy them every day. You gave me the gift of an eternal family ten years ago when you took me into the temple to become your wife. Daily, you give me the gift of love. My cup is full!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
My Christmas wish list
Jason, you have already given me the best two gifts in the world and that can never be topped. Collin and Regan are my treasures! You give me that gift of being able to stay home with them and enjoy them every day. You gave me the gift of an eternal family ten years ago when you took me into the temple to become your wife. Daily, you give me the gift of love. My cup is full!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
I am one lucky gal!


After the Kinder classes we headed down to the special day classes. We have EIGHT special days classes and Santa went to see them all. I was brought to tears a couple of times when I watched how sweet Santa was with these special children. He opened the door and one sweet little friend with Downs syndrome came RUNNING to him and gave him the BIGGEST hug. Santa happily loved on them despite the drool, paint, or awkward equipment. To top it off Santa was not feeling to good BUT he stuck it out and saw all of his special friends. Not just anyone would do this, it takes someone pretty special!

There was only one person that had Santa figured out! Collin is one pretty smart little boy that LOVES his PaPa and would know him any where! Thank you Santa for loving my kiddos so much. It takes someone pretty special to do this year after year! You are one AMAZING Santa and we can't wait to see you on Christmas eve!
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Should I be worried...
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
The good with the bad.....
It started out great! After school we went with Nana to Disney Land for FHE. Things were GREAT!







We didn't stay long, it was a school night. We had a BLAST!!! Then on the way home Collin started making noises. I looked back and before Nana even knew what had happened I jumped over my seat and held his sweet little head as he vomited and seized. Collin had seizures until I gave him an injection when we got home. It is hard to think that this HAPPY little boy could so quickly be over taken with pain. That is one of the hardest parts of TTD. Most days are good days that we are "waiting" to turn bad. We just don't ever know how each day will turn.

I took Collin into the doctor on Tuesday. I LOVE his neurologist!! She is one very caring woman. Collin's seizures and pain are getting out of control. So, we decided to start him on a new treatment plan. Two new medications. One for the pain and one for the seizures. I left her office excited and feeling hopeful. Collin still wasn't feeling well so we spent the rest of the morning just the two of us.
This morning I gave Collin his first dose of one of his new medications. (I have to give them to him two weeks apart so that if he has a bad reaction, we know which one is causing it.) Today was his seizure med. I gave it to him with his other morning medications just as the doctor told me to. He seemed to be doing good. So, I went ahead and took him to school. I was at the kids school helping the principle in her office when Collin's teacher came running in to tell me that something was wrong with Collin. I hurried down and got my baby. It seems as though he was having a hard time with the new medication. He was out of it and when they went to put him in his stander he went limp and his eyes rolled around in his head. I took him home so that I could monitor him. I am afraid that it might have affected his blood pressure. This is the hard part about new medications..... you never know how they will effect him. He HATED the way he felt today. He was not a happy boy. It broke my heart.
I am going to give him a break from the new medications and let him finish this week at school. Then when he is home for the next two weeks we will start again and see how things go. Here is to better days! He has sure earned them. Please keep him in your prayers as we start this new treatment plan.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Target... you make him smile
It is with a broken heart that I tell you that another sweet TTD child has earned their angel wings. Andrea lived and battle with Trichothiodystrophy for nine years. What a brave and amazing little girl! Please keep her family in your prayers.
Tonight when I have to wake up with my little boy in pain and give him meds., I will be grateful. Collin has made it longer than so many other TTD children. Each day, no matter how hard it is, is a gift.
Ward Christmas Party



All I want for Christmas
Oh, what an exciting day in our lives! Regan lost her first tooth, at Costco, while being coached by Uncle Bryan. She was beyond thrilled when she pulled it out herself!! So, she put in a baggy and then placed it under her pillow.
Then while my sweet little girl was sleeping the tooth fairy came and left her some goodies!




