Presley Fam

I am tired….

I am tired because I have not slept in days.

I am tired of watching my baby in so much pain despite having a high tolerance for pain.

I am tired of watching tears roll down my sweet baby’s face while he is sleeping.

I am tired of feeling helpless.

I am tired of medication after medication.

I am tired of having to check to make sure my little man is still breathing every ten minutes.

I am tired of having to hold him because I can not put him down because of tremors and because he is to weak to hold himself up.

I am tired of knowing that he is loosing much needed weight.

I am tired of wondering is this the time?

I am grateful....

I am grateful for the power or prayer.

I am grateful for the priesthood and a husband who is worthy.

I am grateful for a best friend who is the best dad I have ever seen.

I am grateful for a sweet little girl that runs to get me towels to clean up the vomit and doesn’t complain one bit.

I am grateful for my mom who is visiting and hasn’t complained once that everything that we had planed on doing has been put on hold.

I am grateful for Diet Coke that gets me through the day. Wink!

I am grateful for my mom who entertained Regan all morning with games, books, and dress up so that all of my attention could go to Collin.

I am grateful for a loving husband that wipes away my tears when watching my baby in pain is just to much.

I am grateful for all of the little blessings in my life….

I am grateful that I got a smile out of Collin at one point.

I am grateful that he seems to be doing better.


It is possible for my heart to be broken and full all at the same time?