Then today he woke up in so much pain that he lashed out at me and busted my lip open. The only reason that I am bringing this up is because for all of you that see me and I have to explain.. I want you to know that Collin is very good boy. He does not lash out to be mean. He lashes out because he doesn’t know what else to do. He is in so much pain and I am mommy I should be able to fix it and when I can’t I know it frustrates him. He doesn’t do it to anyone else, that is a very good thing. At my breaking point I thought that I would think of the good things during these hard times and these are some of the things that I have come up with…..
I am grateful for amazing doctors and medication that help Collin. We have been blessed with the best of the best.
Collin LOVES pictures!!! They comfort him and he loves to look at pictures that Uncle Ray took of Disney Light parade that I put in these sheet protecters.
Regan asked me what I was taking pictures of and I told her. She ran out of the room and came back with her big lolly pop and said that it made her happy when Bubba doesn't feel well. (It is so hard on her as well.)
These are beautiful flowers that my next door neighbor brings me. He has the most amazing garden, it is what I would picture the book the secret garden to be like. He brings them to me and I can't help but smile when I see them and know that someone thought of me.
As crazy as it sounds I am grateful for every bit of this. I know that my little boy is so very special. He is so special that he had to be placed in the sweet body that he has to be protected from Satan’s grasp. I can’t even begin to imagine what a righteous spirit he has. What an amazing day it will be to see him in full glory in Heaven some day. How could I not be grateful to protect and take care of such a PERFECT little boy.