Monday, May 27, 2013

There is a reason I have been MIA......


This weekend we said good bye to our tiny cozy home and are moving on.

There are so many emotions that this move has unearthed.

There were tubes... socks.... pieces of Bubba every where.

I wouldn't let anyone help me pack....

nope not one despite their sweet pleas to help me. ;)

I needed to do it myself ......

because of my daily break downs as I did it.

It was just too personal to share with anyone.

I was cut open and left raw for weeks as I went through his things....

as I prepared to say good bye to our home.

This sweet little home holds some of the best memories

and also the very worst of memories.

I know that where ever I am my sweet Bubba is with me.

I don't need the security of those walls to hold onto the memories that we created there.

Here is to new beginnings with our sweet Angel watching over us as we go.

3 comments:

Rachel said...

New seasons can be so painful.

Thankful that you had friends who offered to help... and that they understood your need to do it yourself. How blessed.

Praying new GOOD things for you in your new home... while you treasure those wonderful memories.

Tracy Jensen said...

Friend... I've been thinking of you. I love you. Hugs.

Susan said...

Keeping you in prayer as you make all your new beginnings..... You are right in that Bubba is with you wherever you go...not absent for a minute, no matter where you are. The gift that he was is yours forever. Wishing you continued healing in new surroundings....